Todae went hostpital to visit Grandpa early morning, his condition gotten worst.. haiss.. hope tat he will be okz.. Was on my way to school, feelin so lonely tinking abt everything abt wad Jason have said to mi, thot alot alot... wad reali matters to me is that, thou ytd he still mi his baobei~ but its different le, its isnt the wanne used to be anymore now we are juz statueless free... The statues matters alot alot to mi now, cause because we been together le now you are telling me we are no more statues, haiss.. Im still sad.. Am i expecting too much? As usual i call him up but he was still sleepin 8plus liao >.<~ call him twice to wake him up but his tone sounded so fan tat i call, haiss... i reali dunno how.. Fan!! Till now he's still not in class, was reali so alone.. Juz now went down with breanda they all to eat, onli eaten the jelly cause no mood.. He reach class liao, he sitted so far away neither did he talk to me, rite now can see tat he is enjoying with them but not mi.. Now im juz not his gf anymore, juz a friend i guess.. Some ask abt it, i didnt sae.. haiss..
Now having this lesson also dunno wat the hell >.<~ I reali wanne him as in reali back, being once more my bf but for him maybe he doesnt wanne it ba~ Feeling reali low, why? im not sure, his care isnt there anymore.. Im trying so hard to make myself cheerful infront of them but not letting everyone ask.. Beside him i felt no 1 close anymore... Anyway he wouldnt read my blog either..

Being Along All By Myself Now, No 1 2 Care About Me Anymore..

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:36 AM]